meh
uni is over and the holiday now kicks in!!! its been a while since ive felt so free from everything and it feels good for a change! but when there is so much spare time upon myself you cant help it but think and realize the problems you have, and unfortunately you just cant pack and hide away the problems which kind of makes me miss uni cause i was able to occupy myself with work/uni which made things easier to avoid. Even though i know what is right and what is wrong in the situation i am in, no matter how hard i try or how hard i want to do the right thing i always fall back to step 1 and it bugs me because ive found myself stuck in a situation where i cant resolve nor walk away but rather keep it within me. sometimes i feel like i want to share this scenario but i dont know how to, its almost like no one would understand because i dont myself, why are there always complications in life !!
