lammy

so here i am on a thursday night, knowing that i’ll end up staying up late because i had a coffea at like 7pm, (cravings)! im so bored to the extent that i was chatting to melva and made her felt guilty for not being supportive LOL, have a read

melva san says:
lol
stop saying dw
make me worry
Peter - zzz says:
ok then how about ……
i dont know
lol
* melva san says:
that means something is wrong
Peter - zzz says:
no
it means
nothing
* melva san says:
well if u wanna talk about it
im sitting here
Peter - zzz says:
LOL
ok
worried about me/.
 ?
* melva san says:
lol
if it makes u feel better
yeah
i worry abt u sometimes
Peter - zzz says:
LOL
im only messing with u
LOL
LOL
LOL
HAHAHAHAHA
* melva san says:
lol
ur so gay

i guess its fun to mess with ppl, it kinda shows u if they do care or not, but in this case melva did care LAWL how nice of her, anyways enough about her, what else is there to say, hmm ve been feeling pretty tired i guess, havent been getting enough deep sleeps =[ unfortunately, i guess i think too much, but in the end i dont even really remember what i was thinking of and when i do try to remember i end up thinking of something else which then gets very complicated…zzz no idea how it ends up doing so but it just does! and GOSH my allergies are playing up on me like 24/7 and i HATE IT, it comes and goes in like mins. so the other day i bumped in to an old friend a girl i had a thing for but never really confessed lol, was quite odd because her bf was also there but its not like we had a bad past or bond, but alot came to my mind! i still had a thing for her but there was no rational reason that i can find of, but possibly because its something i never got to have. BUT anyways it ended up being a short talk the general hi and how its going and ill see you around. now im trying to think what else is there to say just to kill some time. sigh yes I FORGOT CENTRELINK IS FKING CUTTING MY YOUTH ALLOWANCE well the more i work the less they give, its like they’ve designed the system to prevent ppl from living freely, their surpose to support FULL TIME STUDENTS not make them stress more about money! i mean books, spending, bills, it adds up alot and they think that by giving you about 480 a month is alot? its fkn little as, sure it helps but most ppl who dont have wealthy parents to support them have to work to earn their needs, and the fkn government doesnt seem to understand that being a student there are alot of needs and so they should support us and encourage us to work to earn more money so we can support ourselves, but in the end if you think about it IF you work so much they are gona end up cutting all ur youth allowance so why bother to even work when its gona end up being roughly the same amount of income your gona have. this system is fuked and it does my head in! anyways lets focus on the positive side for a change! its my 2nd year in medicinal chemistry and so i now have the privilage to choose my field in chemistry, which are the following biological chem, medicinal chem, and carbonyl chem sounds boring?? well ITS NOT LONGER BORING well at least for biological chem LOL because there is this FKN HOT AS (POSSIBLY A MILF) professor LOL and she has this accent, well lets just say she has potential to make my day if she presents her self well on the day bahahahahahahhahah hmm and the professor in my pharmacology shes OK nothing to special about her except for her jugs but more on that later when more observations are made, possibly in summer when she might wear a revealing top LOL gosh im so bored! hmm i think this will do for the night its