Text posted on 7.15.09

just another day

its just another day where i dont have work/uni or any plans, so i decided to sleep in! but no surprise I didn’t really manage to get much extra sleep =[ but I did stay in bed and naturally I personally have reflection moments. (I think too much lol) I’m already nearly 20 years of age, going to graduate soon, getting a new car SEXY accord euro!! I feel such a grown up. So what next in life? Get a job once I graduate and maybe a new car and get a house? Is that it in life? Or do I want to travel the world with my occupation and explore? And just post pone settling down? I don’t know what to plan for next =[ I don’t want to work and pay off debt for a car and house and then get married! Life is too short for this I guess its partially a reason why i’m single (less restriction and more freedom in respect to choices in life) well I am considering what my sister did, leave home and work out of Melbourne, I think I need to explore more other then Victoria I’ve only been to Vietnam (well and Singapore but I was young so doesn’t really count). Nearly 20 years of age and I haven’t achieved anything I find extraordinary . And now im thinking in my head am what im typing even making any sense ? cause im just typing what ever pops in to my head, and now I just realized im talking to myself LOL blah ! life is too short to be confused or wonder around! I need to decide what to do with the rest of my life by the end of 2010 until then I hope for someone or something to inspire me so that I may dedicate my life to, to make it meaningful well time to go and pick up my niece